Monday, December 19, 2016

I love Christmas !!!!! There is so much" emotion" that goes with it.

Every year it becomes more precious to me. As the story of the birth of Jesus is shared with friends who have never heard it...to see their eyes and hear there questions, makes you realize more really how precious this story is.

A thought that "hit" me this morning...this baby that was born in a stinky, dark , lonely stable is MY KING . He was born as a KING  !!!!! He deserved so much better
....and yet I am the one who nailed him on the cross..It was my sin....He was willing to die for ME. 

He is my Healer, my Deliver....

Last night, one of the ladies from our tea party group said..."this Jesus has many names "!!!!! Yes He does and He is worthy of everyone !!!!!


Isaiah 53


Who believes what we’ve heard and seen?

    Who would have thought God’s saving power would look like this?

The servant grew up before God—a scrawny seedling,

    a scrubby plant in a parched field.
There was nothing attractive about him,
    nothing to cause us to take a second look.
He was looked down on and passed over,
    a man who suffered, who knew pain firsthand.
One look at him and people turned away.
    We looked down on him, thought he was scum.
But the fact is, it was our pains he carried—
    our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us.
We thought he brought it on himself,
    that God was punishing him for his own failures.
But it was our sins that did that to him,
    that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins!
He took the punishment, and that made us whole.
    Through his bruises we get healed.
We’re all like sheep who’ve wandered off and gotten lost.
    We’ve all done our own thing, gone our own way.
And God has piled all our sins, everything we’ve done wrong,
    on him, on him.

He was beaten, he was tortured,

    but he didn’t say a word.
Like a lamb taken to be slaughtered
    and like a sheep being sheared,
    he took it all in silence.
Justice miscarried, and he was led off—
    and did anyone really know what was happening?
He died without a thought for his own welfare,
    beaten bloody for the sins of my people.
They buried him with the wicked,
    threw him in a grave with a rich man,
Even though he’d never hurt a soul
    or said one word that wasn’t true.
 Still, it’s what God had in mind all along,
    to crush him with pain.
The plan was that he give himself as an offering for sin
    so that he’d see life come from it—life, life, and more life.
    And God’s plan will deeply prosper through him.
 Out of that terrible travail of soul,
    he’ll see that it’s worth it and be glad he did it.
Through what he experienced, my righteous one, my servant,
    will make many “righteous ones,”
    as he himself carries the burden of their sins.
Therefore I’ll reward him extravagantly—
    the best of everything, the highest honors—
Because he looked death in the face and didn’t flinch,
    because he embraced the company of the lowest.
He took on his own shoulders the sin of the many,
    he took up the cause of all the black sheep.

Saturday, June 18, 2016

                                                 Father's Day

What does Father's Day mean to you ?

What are the first thoughts that come to your mind when you think of your Dad ?? 

Do you have great memories of  your Dad being your hero, the man who could do everything right, who could fix anything that you broke, taking you on dates, picnics, fishing, vacations, getting you your favorite treat at the grocery store ? 

Does he give you teddy bear hugs...a hug and kiss that makes you feel like you are his special friend.
Does he give you a grizzly bear hug...a hug that tells you he will pursue you, protect you, hold you accountable if you do wrong?

Is he your spiritual leader ? Does he take time to answer your questions when you have one and you don't understand. Does he let you wrestle with God when you have doubts. Is he there cheering you on and supporting you ?

Does he say " I am sorry "

OR

Are you alone? Your Dad is so busy at work...trying to pursue the top dollar, playing golf, fishing with his buddies, going away on hunting trips, hiding behind the newspaper, on the computer ?

Do you long to be your daddy's princess, to have him give you a hug, to wipe away your tears, to cheer you along ?

Do you hear only words of death spoken to you ?

Has he abused you physically ? Has he made you promise not to tell anyone and you are hiding behind a wall and in your heart you have a ton of pain ?

Do you long to hear you Dad say " I am sorry" ?

Do you ever hear the words "I love you " ?


These have been some thoughts "ripping" through my mind and heart. My heart is so full of emotion , of pain, when I hear once again of a young girl whose " innonency " was taken away by a man who only wanted to fill his desire and has no idea what he has done to the little girl.To the little girl who will grow up to become a lady and the ton of pain and questions and nightmares she has to go through....to find freedom and healing. 

The little girl in me is crying for her daddy too. As an 8 year old....I saw my daddy in a coffin,  his body put  into the ground...every June I miss him for his birthday and for Father's day.....I have great memories of my daddy. He loved us so much. And I have a heavenly Father who loves me so much and He also has sent other people into my life who have been that dad figure for me.

So today my heart is crying for the little girl who also is carrying a different pain. A girl who does not know her daddy. A girl who has been abused by her daddy or another man. A girl who needs to know she is precious....she is loved...she is valued....and it is OK to talk ...to share with someone ...to let someone into your life to help you walk through the pain and experience freedom in the Cross.

And also in my heart there is a feeling of heaviness, a feeling of anger at the men who abuse these dear innocent ones. Do you realize the pain you have put into the girls life because of your lustful desires? There is freedom and healing for you too. Jesus wants to make you free. John 8:32 You shall know the Truth and the Truth shall make you free.

I know there is no perfect dad, but blessed is the girl who thinks she does !!!!!!!

My prayer is that this father's day weekend can be a special weekend for you.
If you need healing , that you will experience healing......If you need to say I love you, or I am sorry...GO FOR IT !!!!!

Love the dad you have .....God has given him to you .

If you don't have one "adopt" one :)

Most of all my Heavenly Father loves you very much.